Everybody wants their birthday to be happy, or else, why would we even say "Happy birthday" to the one celebrating it?
And yes, my birthday would still be next year on April 11 and you might think that it's kind of overrated for me to write this kind of blog this early time of the year. I mean there's still Christmas and New Year, not to mention Halloween and Valentine's Day for that matter to pass by before the day of my birthday. I love to surprise my friends during their birthday, and as long as I have the 'funds' I'd gladly buy the cake for them and throw them a surprise party. That's probably the reason why I expect so much when my birthday comes or is about to come.
I really love surprises! Happy surprises of course!
Well, let me begin with the reason (or should i say story) on why i'm so obsessed with birthdays. But first, let me ask you, how would you like to spend your birthday? Yes, not all of us are very blessed financially to celebrate our birthday extravagantly...but there would really be that one thing you want for your birthday...and that is to have company. To make this obviously sad talk of birthdays in this blog more sad, yet direct to the point, yes I happened to celebrate the first hour of my 18th birthday ALONE. And yup you didn't read to wrongly, I spent it alone. Every girls' dream is to have a very nice and lovely debut on their 18th birthday, but at that time...all I really wanted was someone to celebrate it with me. And like most of the girIs, I wasn't able to have a debut when I was 18 due to some financial problems within the family, and I certainly understand that! But even thou the time has already passed and I'm already 20 right now, I still have the urge to experience debuts.
Enough of this sad birthday stories. I wrote this blog to just to express what I simply wanted on my 21st birthday (yup!that's me!self-centered!LOL <-- but i'm really trying to improve that!). I wanted to experience how it felt to have a debut :) ('lemme correct what's on your mind right now).
Maybe you're thinking I wanted to do all the extravagant gown changes every hour thingy and the cotillion dance and the very expensive cake and venue.
Certainly that's a very wrong idea! When I mentioned debut, I just meant some parts of it.
I wanted to experience the Roses part
and
the Candles part... (so gay right? but yes I really envy movies and pictures that shows this part of the debut :P)
and even a simple cupcake with candle will do for a cake for me...and most of all...I wanted all my friends to be present! I am a no-man-is-an-island type of person --> meaning I don't like having no friends.
These simple things that can already make me happy, I wish to experience all of these on my upcoming birthday :) I won't expect but, I will certainly pray about it. :)
These simple things that can already make me happy, I wish to experience all of these on my upcoming birthday :) I won't expect but, I will certainly pray about it. :)
